My letter to Olivia…

One month ago today we lost our baby girl Olivia Grace… My letter to my daughter…

To my Olivia Grace,

Mommy loves you so much and the pain I feel not having you inside my belly is torture. I would be almost 7 months pregnant with you now and counting the days till I would got to see your beautiful face and hold you in my arms.  My belly would be big right now and I would probably be complaining that you were kicking me in my ribs or bladder but I would give up everything to still have you.  I miss you so much and my world is not the same now that you are not in it.  I feel like I let you down and I am so sorry that I couldn’t protect you like I should have.  You didn’t deserve that.  You were perfect but mommy was not perfect and her body failed her and you.  We will always love you Olivia no matter what you were our first child a daughter that we will love forever.  I am so honored to have had you in my life for the short amount of time you were here.  You have changed our lives.  I think of you everyday and each time I rub my ‘O’ pendant is cause I am thinking of you.  Mommy loves you always.  You will be in my heart forever.




My name is Cindy

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