So I went to the RE yesterday since I got AF all on my own. I had blood & sono to confirm everything is good which is should be since I was just there last week. The sono tech looked at me and said “Oh you are back…when was the last time you were here? I said last yr and she said oh I thought you took a break and I said No, I lost my pregnancy and she said well I guess you have to get right back into it..I didnt respond to that…she said I looked like I didnt want to be there…of course I dont want to be there!!! I should be 36 weeks pregnant and getting ready to welcome my little Olivia home but no I am at the fucking RE trying to get pregnant again!!! I hate being so angry sometimes…I scream at people in my head all the time…the pain and anger makes me cry by myself cause this is so lonely…anyway I digress…I have an appt with my RE next tuesday for a saline sono & mock transfer to make sure everything is good to go for a FET in June. I am a little scared for the since they may need to dilate me due to my stenotic cervix but maybe that will not be needed we shall see.