So I knew this weekend was not going to a good one since I should be 38 weeks pregnant and happy. I was a total wreck and completely emotional. I was crying on Saturday for the stupidest thing that triggered me to go into a full meltdown. I am glad this weekend is over and I hope that next Mother’s Day I will be pregnant or have my own baby to hold and love.
I guess the next big milestone I have to “look” forward to is my due date which is on May 29th. I am thinking about doing a balloon release and lighting a candle in memory of Olivia. I am trying to think of some other things to do but am coming up with a blank.