A verry merry unbirthday to me!!!

So today is my 32nd birthday…it was supposed to a great day.  I should be pregnant right now with Olivia or holding her in my arms cause you wanted to come early.  That was not meant to be and today I celebrate my birthday not pregnant and not holding my daughter.  Its a very bittersweet day for me and I am trying to keep it together so I do not crack!!!  The plan is to go to dinner tonight but nothing too crazy to celebrate…so its a very merry unbirthday to me!!!



My name is Cindy

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14 comments on “A verry merry unbirthday to me!!!
  1. Thinking of you and Olivia today.

  2. Melanie says:

    Thinking of you today.

  3. hi from iclw! happy birthday! Thinking of you during this time!

  4. Brianna says:

    I remember the first birthday after Oscar and Bella were born. It was about 2.5 months after they were born and I didn’t want to do anything. My husband made me go out to dinner, but I honestly don’t remember anything about the dinner, other than where we went. It was terrible, but I knew my husband wanted to try to make me feel better. I hope your birthday is gentle on you, that Olivia sends you a hug from heaven, and that you take care of yourself.

  5. Ana says:

    Happy birthday Cindy. I am so sorry it’s not the birthday it should have been.

  6. Jenni Moore says:

    Hi from ICLW! I’m sorry you are having such a bittersweet birthday. I wish you the best!

  7. Egg Timer says:

    I am so sorry that your daughter isn’t with you as you celebrate your birthday. You are in my thoughts through this difficult time.

  8. Stasy says:

    I know I’m a little late, but huge, huge HUGS! I’m sorry the day (and everyday) is not what it should have been.

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