So on Sunday at 6dp5dt I was crying since I thought it had failed cause of all the “symptoms” I was feeling or more so the lack of them. I said FUCK IT!!! If I am going to cry might as well be for a damn reason. I took out my internet cheapies and took one. I swear I thought I saw a line or something. My hubby refused to look at it and said it was too early. Well my mind started racing and I barely could sleep. I kept thinking maybe it was a real line or I was having a chemical. I decided to test with a FRER the next day. I went to target after work and I POAS and low and behold it was a BFP!!!!!!!!!!!
Those 2 beautiful lines came up pretty quickly!!! I started crying like could this really be for us. Was this going to be our rainbow baby that we will be able to take home!!!! I left it on a onsie on the bed for my hubby to find when he got home and he was happy but cautious. He said he believed this one more cause you could actually see the lines clearly.
So the next day 8dp5dt I decided to take a digital to see if that magical PREGNANT would come up and this came up in 20 seconds:
I am just beyond words!!! Since losing Olivia I thought that maybe that was our one and only. I thought that we would not be blessed with having another opportunity to have a child. I am so grateful to be given this gift. I prayed so hard to my angels that this is all I want in life. To have a healthy baby!!! Now the wait begins…I had my Beta test this morning and should be getting a call with the results. I hope that the beta is strong!!!
7dp5dt Symptoms – really none to speak of other than being hot and the pressure. My boobs are not sore. I had some heartburn.
8dp5dt Symptoms – same as 7dp5dt
Crazy how one pregnancy you can have symptoms and the next one you can have none. I guess people are right when they say EVERY pregnancy is different.