Ok I know that sounds drastic but I need to stop googling my symptoms. Every time I have a little pressure or something feels strange I get very nervous and jump right to something must be going wrong. I know it can be anything but I can feel something in my uterus like some action and I know my body is going thru some changes but I feel so lost not knowing what the hell is going on!!!
How do “normal” pregnant women do it??? Not seeing your ob till 8-9 weeks is just so far from my life that if I ever did get pregnant naturally I would go crazy without all the monitoring. I have gotten spoiled in that respect.
I need to distract myself!!! Today I am 5 weeks pregnant and only 5 days away from our first pregnancy ultrasound so I need to do something crafty to distract myself. I am going to paint & decorate a box so that I can keep Olivia’s ultrasound pictures. Thats my goal for this week.