I know I need to stop obsessing over this pregnancy!!! If something were to go wrong there is nothing I could do or anyone for that matter to help my baby. I keep thinking that something has to go wrong cause thats how I am feeling so down and negative. I dont know how to stop feeling like this. Like the shoe is going to drop and I will be left with nothing. I am beyond happy to be pregnant right now but scared out of mind!!! I keep thinking that having no symptoms means that this pregnancy is not viable when I know better and it means nothing. I am a very logical person so having these feelings is really giving me anxiety. I dont know how I am going to manage it this pregnancy cause right now its bad. I need to find really good distractions but even that is hard. I just wish it was just easy to get pregnant, stay pregnant and have a healthy baby. I know its not and thats what is killing me inside!!!