So I didnt know if I would ever write on this blog again and I am still debating on how to handle it but I had a miscarriage at 15 weeks back in April. I have had every test known…
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I had a miscarriage….
Tagged with: D&E, embryos, FET, infertility, IVF, miscarriage, PGS, TAC
Posted in IVF/Infertility, Loss, TTC
Posted in IVF/Infertility, Loss, TTC
Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day!!!
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day is a day of remembrance for pregnancy loss and infant death, which includes but is not limited to miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, or the death of a newborn. It is observed annually on October 15th.…
Percentage Likelihood of Miscarriage
So I am a little paranoid about miscarriage so I am always checking to see if there is blood when I use the restroom. I know there is nothing I or anyone can do to prevent a miscarriage but here…
The hard part is NOT over!!!
Someone made a comment when I posted at 5w5d and said the hard part is over. It def is not just because you have a couple of positive beta’s, they confirm that the pregnancy is progressing means I am out…
Dear Mom and Dad Letter…
Someone posted this letter on a fb page and I thought it was just beautiful that I wanted to share it. I cried as I read it… Dear Mom and Dad, I wish I could have said “good-bye”. It sometimes…
Why am I obsessing???
I know I need to stop obsessing over this pregnancy!!! If something were to go wrong there is nothing I could do or anyone for that matter to help my baby. I keep thinking that something has to go wrong…
Tagged with: anxiety, feelings, FET, grief, infertility, IVF, miscarriage, Pregnancy, rainbow baby
Posted in IVF
Posted in IVF
What is a “Rainbow” baby?
Someone asked me this question when I said I hope to get pregnant with our rainbow baby soon and it got me thinking that maybe there are people out there that do not know what a rainbow baby is… A…
Tagged with: broken heart, FET, grief, infertility, infertility awareness, IVF, Loss, miscarriage, Pregnancy, rainbow baby
Posted in IVF, Loss
Posted in IVF, Loss
Return to Zero Film
Return to Zero is based on the true story of a successful couple preparing for the arrival of their first child. Just weeks before their due date they discover that their son has died in the womb and will be…
How do you deal with a friend’s pregnancy after your loss?
So I just found out that a good friend of mine is pregnant with her first child. I found out via facebook which got me super angry and I started to cry. I saw on my hubby’s phone that he…
Am I not a mother?
Am I not a mother On this Mother’s Day? I had a baby, but she’s gone. Death took her away. Hopes and dreams have vanished a happy time turned cold. My motherhood-where is it now? Gone? Or put on hold?…
This Roller Coaster Called Life... 